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Wednesday, January 1, 2014

New Year, New Resolutions

Naturally this time of year everyone starts to think about all the things they want to change about themselves or their lives. Yes of course I want to lose weight, get in shape, and make those appointments I’ve been putting off … but I say that every year, and despite some level of accomplishment, it never really seems like enough. So this year I have decided to focus more simply on me. I don’t mean that in an incredibly selfish way. In fact, part of my goal is exactly the opposite. Let me explain …

Christmas use to be my absolute favorite time of the year, but recently hasn’t held that same sense of wonder that I remembered. I use to think that as I grew up, I simply wasn’t taking the time to fully appreciate it. So I started the Christmas playlist early, checked out the decorations at the malls, etc. but it still wasn’t happening for me. I still think the time factor plays a big part, especially when everyone is hustling about running here and there to make all their holiday plans. This year in particular I had the “luck” of working not only Christmas Eve and Christmas Day, but also the following weekend. With only one measly day off in there, it felt like the Holidays just sort of left me behind. It always breaks my heart to think about those less fortunate who are unable to afford all the trappings of the holiday season, but this year, being so far removed from family and friends, I couldn’t help but feel a little sorry for myself as well. That’s not to say that my co-workers and I didn't do all that we could to try and make the days special, but it’s just not the same.

This Holiday season, I have also encountered an almost overwhelming amount of cynicism and negativity, which I must say tends to ruin the magic of the holiday. People can be judgmental, pessimistic, and just downright negative. It doesn’t help when a lot of the things they complain about or comment on are things I completely agree with. It makes it far too easy to join in the pity parade and spread the negativity even further. It got me thinking though … Why do we tend to complain so much more than we share in all the good things? Why am I more likely to come home and complain about work to my family, than I am to share how awesome my family is with my co-workers? This is essentially the heart of my one goal for the year. I want to stop complaining about life and just do what I can to fix the things that bother me. I want to stop my own negativity and take time every day to appreciate all the good things in my life. I also want to help encourage others to be more optimistic and spread positivity instead of negativity. Even if this doesn’t renew my love for all things Christmas, it is at least a worthy goal and hopefully at the end of the year, I will be a much better person.


Sincerely, ME

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